{"id":512,"date":"2026-03-20T11:09:07","date_gmt":"2026-03-20T11:09:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/happyreadmystory.com\/?p=491"},"modified":"2026-03-20T11:09:07","modified_gmt":"2026-03-20T11:09:07","slug":"he-swore-hed-take-care-of-me-forever-i-just-didnt-realize-what-that-actually-meant-%f0%9f%92%8a%f0%9f%94%aa-10","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/happyreadmystory.com\/?p=512","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;He swore he\u2019d take care of me forever&#8230; I just didn&#8217;t realize what that actually meant. \ud83d\udc8a\ud83d\udd2a"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-492 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/happyreadmystory.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/photo_1_2026-03-20_19-53-33.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"720\" height=\"1280\" srcset=\"https:\/\/happyreadmystory.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/photo_1_2026-03-20_19-53-33.jpg 720w, https:\/\/happyreadmystory.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/photo_1_2026-03-20_19-53-33-169x300.jpg 169w, https:\/\/happyreadmystory.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/photo_1_2026-03-20_19-53-33-576x1024.jpg 576w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 720px) 100vw, 720px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>They were large, translucent capsules filled with a powdery white substance, identical to the ones I had been taking for the last six months. My hands shook violently as I pulled my phone from my robe pocket. I typed the small alphanumeric code stamped on the side of the capsule into a pill identifier site.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The result loaded, the screen glaring in the dim bathroom light. It wasn\u2019t a prenatal vitamin. It was a potent combination of a high-grade muscle relaxant and a heavy antipsychotic known to cause severe weight gain, abdominal swelling, amenorrhea, and lethargy.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>My breath caught in my throat. I looked down at my swollen belly. The &#8220;kicks&#8221; I had been feeling for weeks? Muscle spasms induced by the neurological effects of the drugs. The morning sickness? Withdrawal symptoms kicking in before my next dose. The &#8220;telehealth&#8221; appointments Mark insisted on setting up with his &#8220;highly recommended specialist&#8221;? A complete fabrication.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I wasn&#8217;t growing a life. I was being poisoned.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Sweetheart?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Mark\u2019s voice drifted through the bathroom door, sickeningly gentle. &#8220;You&#8217;ve been in there a while. Everything okay with our little guy?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Panic flared, hot and sharp. I looked around the pristine bathroom. No windows. One door. And Mark was standing right on the other side.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m fine, babe!&#8221; I called back, fighting to keep the tremor out of my voice. &#8220;Just&#8230; my back aches. Taking a moment.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Make sure you take those vitamins,&#8221; he said, the doorknob rattling slightly as he tested the lock. &#8220;Dr. Aris said they\u2019re crucial for this final stretch. I made you some tea to wash them down.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I dumped the pills into the toilet and flushed. I needed to get out of this house, but if I tried to overpower him, I\u2019d lose. My muscles were atrophied from months of enforced &#8220;bed rest,&#8221; and my mind was sluggish from the constant dosing. I had to use the one thing he believed he controlled: my frailty.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I unlocked the door and pulled it open. Mark stood there, smiling softly, holding a steaming mug of tea. He looked so normal. So loving. It made my stomach heave.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;There&#8217;s my beautiful mama,&#8221; he whispered, reaching out to stroke my swollen stomach. I forced myself not to flinch.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Mark,&#8221; I gasped, suddenly gripping the doorframe and letting my knees buckle just enough to sell the lie. &#8220;Mark, something is wrong. I&#8230; I don&#8217;t feel him moving. I have a sharp pain.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>His smile faltered, replaced by a flash of genuine annoyance before he masked it with concern. &#8220;It&#8217;s just Braxton Hicks, honey. Let&#8217;s get you back to bed. Drink your tea.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No,&#8221; I cried, tears of actual terror spilling over. &#8220;No, I&#8217;m bleeding. We have to go to the ER. Now.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ll call Dr. Aris,&#8221; he said coldly, setting the tea down on the hall table and stepping toward me, his hands reaching out to physically restrain me. &#8220;We aren&#8217;t going anywhere.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>As his hands clamped down on my shoulders, I dropped my dead weight, slipping out of his grasp. On my way down, my hand found the heavy, solid-stone base of a decorative statue resting on the console table. I didn&#8217;t think. 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